You know when you really want/need/have to know something but it's up to someone else and they tell you they'll have the answer by today and then you call and they tell you it'll be another day, even their apologies drive you crazy.

I am a patient person but when it comes to something so huge for me, for us, it makes me feel powerless and kinda sad and a bit angry all at the same time. I hate those feelings when they're mixed together.

But just as the notebook doodles artist said, I have the choice of not letting that go against me and my well-being. I will do what I planned on doing today without too much thinking about it (easier said than done but I can do it).